Not sure what to say other than I'm sure the pattern here is apparent by now. I'm naturally a sort of hermity lurker, I fall off the internet and tend to forget that being online can be a two-way street. I draw but the thought of sharing my art afterward completely slips my mind sometimes, it's become more and more like that as time goes on (and I um, seem to be getting more not less neurotic about art). That, and I'm not sure I'm comfortable posting out of some sense of obligation? I suppose I could apologize for that but it wouldn't be sincere. All I can do is be honest and put all my emotional baggage on display, another arty person with issues, very original *snort*

I won't be taking commissions anymore either, I can't really handle them anymore and I noticed myself becoming less and less competent with them D: Gotta know your limits. I draw because it makes me happy (which is something I have trouble finding in other areas), and attempts to do it for other purposes have been ummm unsuccessful? I create for that one reason, its a very inward-looking way to do things, but it keeps me going and that matters to me more than anything else. The other stuff is all peripheral.

I don't know many artists in a similar camp which makes me feel kind of like a weirdo, but what can you do? I don't want to constantly struggle to be someone I'm not cos down that road lies madness D:

Hmm this turned out sounding much more whiny than intended. Whoops!